tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60965292012-02-10T19:26:07.241+08:00splashofcoloursnuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.comBlogger13461100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-6871033264784042072012-02-10T19:26:00.001+08:002012-02-10T19:26:07.287+08:00
do not let your fire go out,
spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swaps of the not-quite,
the not-yet, and the not-at-all.
do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration
for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach.
the world you desire can be won.
it exists...it is real...it is possible..
it's yours.
- ayn rand -
something that means a lot to nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-83496879887946075452012-02-09T00:28:00.001+08:002012-02-09T00:28:21.168+08:00the tears still flow at night.
goes to show how huge an impact you made in my life.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-63113724951777539732012-01-29T02:13:00.000+08:002012-01-29T02:13:08.057+08:00
dear monster in my mind,
please get the heck out of there. you're doing nothing but causing me pain.
thanks for bringing back the memories. i don't appreciate it.
i don't wish to be reminded of the crap i went through the past months.
neither do i wish to be reminded of the happy moments.
its meant to be buried deep inside, chuck in that little corner.
i don't wish to be reminded of nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-5416398931720694872012-01-24T21:30:00.001+08:002012-01-24T21:30:53.386+08:00simply too much...nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-56646190981218889082012-01-22T18:49:00.002+08:002012-01-22T18:56:42.904+08:00
it ain't over till it's over
a dedication by the cousin...hehnuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-70058093623257047882012-01-19T01:15:00.001+08:002012-01-19T01:15:26.090+08:00
and i never dreamed i would have
to lay down my torch for you like thisnuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-48701396567141464252012-01-18T00:17:00.001+08:002012-01-18T00:17:02.331+08:00the way you held me close.
the intimate moments we shared.
the warmth touch.
the feeling that everything will be alright.
the random lunch dates.
the late night conversations.
that cheeky smile.
and everything else about you.
nothing but just sweet memories.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-72871700162383485862012-01-15T23:16:00.001+08:002012-01-15T23:16:47.184+08:00
sad to say but nothing last forevernuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-50941557182584391012012-01-10T00:28:00.001+08:002012-01-10T00:28:58.594+08:00and the tears fall once more..nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-34485239774341869252012-01-07T22:23:00.002+08:002012-01-07T22:23:26.944+08:00
and i still speak of him.
why oh why.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-52653611674109386902012-01-02T18:10:00.000+08:002012-01-02T18:10:54.488+08:00
my life mantranuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-15107536268761729602012-01-01T22:43:00.001+08:002012-01-02T17:42:01.381+08:00slowly closing the book.
it's not gonna be easy, but i have to.
no point holding on to something who doesn't care about you anymore.
a brand new chapter awaits.
a new beginning.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-7475765884565498422011-12-29T10:12:00.002+08:002011-12-29T10:12:08.483+08:00
the final battle.
please don't come & go as you please.
it hurts.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-84548533645683060512011-12-26T11:26:00.001+08:002011-12-26T11:26:56.454+08:00
back from the awesome adventure
with a slightly cleared mind.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-83182984460591878432011-12-06T22:24:00.001+08:002011-12-06T22:24:42.456+08:00
say you'll stay
don't come and go like you do
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-8667352173280298452011-12-06T00:12:00.001+08:002011-12-06T00:16:38.195+08:00
that familiar scent.
that annoying look.
that warmth.
them conversations.
stay. don't go.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-55232577027120173202011-12-05T00:22:00.001+08:002011-12-05T00:22:40.262+08:00
and it just got more complicatednuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-86184622778703119852011-11-30T07:58:00.001+08:002011-11-30T07:58:57.041+08:00
you're not making it easy for us both.
why now.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-40341561706624615542011-11-25T22:41:00.001+08:002011-11-25T22:57:58.466+08:00
that familiar face.
that familiar voice.
that calming effect.
that indescribable feeling.
there's no point holding on anymore.
time to take a deep breath and let go.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-69438510781850796762011-11-21T22:14:00.001+08:002011-11-21T22:15:20.687+08:00
if there ever comes a day when we can't be together,
keep me in your heart, i'll stay there forever.
there i said it.
that day has arrived.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-28672344804655238322011-11-20T00:31:00.001+08:002011-11-21T21:52:16.690+08:00
can't seem to stop thinking/talking about you all the timenuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-5932378725486766702011-11-13T22:46:00.001+08:002011-11-13T22:56:43.784+08:00
you know that it's made a big impact when
even though its been a while you still cry talking about it...
and if there ever comes a day when we can't be together,
keep me in your heart, i'll stay there forever
i love you baby...nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-23572002156591951402011-11-06T22:46:00.004+08:002011-11-06T22:46:40.670+08:00
it wasn't easy.
words left unspoken.
didn't want to let go...at all.
but we know its got to end.
the last hug.
the last kiss.
the last touch.
the last of everything.
i love you so much that it pains to let you go....
and i hope you make the right decision, cause i care for you still...nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-87495472514710668872011-11-05T10:16:00.001+08:002011-11-05T10:16:50.993+08:00
the last straw
to fight for my right
for what i believe
for what i want.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-81736829301126727722011-10-30T22:29:00.001+08:002011-10-30T22:29:31.286+08:00
and its that beautiful gift that makes it hard to let gonuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-54299272352689029372011-10-30T03:43:00.001+08:002011-10-30T03:43:59.778+08:00
a step at a timenuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-86659683390829121512011-10-28T22:16:00.001+08:002011-10-28T22:16:16.410+08:00
lost you. twice.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-78645583762589681062011-10-26T01:25:00.000+08:002011-10-26T01:25:22.509+08:00
there you go.
much wuch buch better.
and november's not looking good.
140%.
and that means highly likely to OT OT OT OT OT OT OT.
urgh.
nonetheless, just five weeks.
woohoo!nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-20819352820023387382011-10-23T21:30:00.000+08:002011-10-23T21:56:57.651+08:00
two bombs dropped over a span of one week.
it hurts like crap that its not funny.
laughing off this mad-ass ordeal.
and bury it deep down inside.
congratulating you doesn't mean am ok.
i will be, but not now.
it hurts. way too much.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-17874702819641509922011-10-22T12:40:00.001+08:002011-10-22T12:40:30.662+08:00
sisters which we never had.
and i miss them so.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-78146972520005958462011-10-19T20:03:00.000+08:002011-10-19T22:50:14.367+08:00
the past few days/weeks/months have been a crazy ride.
emotionally, mentally tormenting.
hoping...hanging on to that special something.
tears have dried on their own.
picking up the pieces, putting them back together.
nobody said it was gonna be easy but i will pull through.
i hope.
dearest ones, thank you.
for always being there.
picking me up, having my back when i fall.
what doesn't nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-18979165449030891312011-10-16T23:33:00.000+08:002011-10-16T23:33:46.479+08:00
in a total mess.
everything's broken.
gotta slowly pick up the pieces.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-27001505205358100922011-10-13T22:54:00.001+08:002011-10-13T22:54:44.036+08:00
why apologise?
why the explanation?
why bother?
its not wrong, we're free.
but am just mad.
dead mad. really really mad.
and tired. and drained out.
the sleepless nights. the thoughts.
the tears. the hopes.
its over. no point in holding on.
not anymore.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-35350692713128747382011-10-10T00:46:00.002+08:002011-10-10T00:46:42.911+08:00
if only i could turn back time
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-76102033520057925992011-09-29T23:03:00.001+08:002011-09-29T23:04:01.566+08:00
and all it took was
one touch
one kiss
i've never felt love like this
i pray
i wish we can have this forever
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-91479964568181184252011-09-25T22:55:00.002+08:002011-09-25T22:55:47.861+08:00
more of a don'twantto than a don'tknowhowto
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-8322620718814671732011-09-15T01:11:00.001+08:002011-09-15T01:11:03.976+08:00
fighting the urge to pick up the phone and dial your number.
note to self: this is for your own good.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-6758583150417414842011-09-11T11:10:00.002+08:002011-09-11T11:10:56.109+08:00
it wasn't easy to make that decision.
but its for the best.
i hope.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-9926930458349066602011-09-04T21:49:00.001+08:002011-09-04T21:49:47.942+08:00
almost two months and am still struggling.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-11832373891729943572011-09-03T02:30:00.001+08:002011-09-03T02:31:51.883+08:00
flashbacks from that evening. still.
wish you didn't have to go.
and undeniably still hoping.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-23272542900885058242011-08-27T21:53:00.002+08:002011-08-27T21:53:25.445+08:00
something to look forward to...after all this pain
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-32231840817815582502011-08-25T23:37:00.001+08:002011-08-25T23:37:12.091+08:00
undeniably still hoping
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-61927154681410169942011-08-22T05:42:00.002+08:002011-08-22T05:42:29.052+08:00
behind my smile is a hurting heart.
behind my laugh i'm falling apart.
behind my smile is tears at night.
- the notebook
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-73246408704642310142011-08-22T00:21:00.001+08:002011-08-22T00:21:19.709+08:00
keep thinking about you. about us.
every single day.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-10475745152536240672011-08-21T13:33:00.001+08:002011-08-21T13:33:06.910+08:00
still wish it didn't have to end
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-14577879596432100472011-08-21T01:46:00.000+08:002011-08-21T01:46:07.807+08:00
wonder if this is right...
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-10014087521885048732011-08-17T00:07:00.003+08:002011-08-17T00:07:50.540+08:00
weird.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-3634736175925461692011-08-15T05:53:00.002+08:002011-08-15T05:53:59.159+08:00
can't help but wonder if everything we ever said means anything at all.
still finding it hard to suck it in and let it all go.
for i love you still and i'd be lying if i say am not hoping.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-14081997250795297112011-08-14T13:45:00.002+08:002011-08-14T13:45:54.095+08:00
it's not easy passing a single day without you in my mind.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-70657036959851978452011-08-13T00:35:00.000+08:002011-08-13T00:35:08.046+08:00
iftar-ed with the colleagues.
chillout with the loves.
an awesome way to end the friday.
and if given another chance,
maybe i would do it all over again.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-48544020976279295912011-08-09T01:55:00.001+08:002011-08-09T01:55:14.686+08:00
them tears won't stop flowing.
wish i can love you all over again.
and i mean it.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-37727055132096983312011-08-08T05:55:00.001+08:002011-08-08T05:55:13.145+08:00
never knew it'll be this hard
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-67796043683283567572011-08-07T13:26:00.000+08:002011-08-07T13:26:36.834+08:00
i miss you.
i miss us.
i miss having you to talk to whenever i wanted.
but i know i have to move on,
because this is pointless.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-67828380257952145172011-08-07T01:35:00.000+08:002011-08-07T01:35:08.847+08:00
and it was weird not having you around
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-58160993336155470692011-07-31T21:26:00.002+08:002011-07-31T21:26:41.543+08:00
someday everything will all make perfect sense.
so for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears,
and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-50523820936116101042011-07-28T23:44:00.004+08:002011-07-28T23:45:29.272+08:00
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-9795825565399029952011-07-27T00:26:00.001+08:002011-07-27T00:26:32.478+08:00
am not ready to lose you.
not like this.
totally hating where this is going.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-59151699934942665232011-06-26T16:57:00.002+08:002011-07-02T15:13:38.847+08:00sisters which i've never hadnuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-74878074537472389482011-06-22T00:33:00.000+08:002011-06-22T00:33:48.694+08:00grateful to have you in my lifenuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-19241494115109598282011-06-20T19:13:00.000+08:002011-06-20T19:13:57.812+08:00hyperactive & productive monday.its the only time i love monday.
and it was nice ending the weekend with you.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-33937600424101348232011-06-16T14:08:00.003+08:002011-06-16T14:08:26.083+08:00its been sucky without younuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-65133953959638414062011-06-12T19:51:00.000+08:002011-06-12T19:51:46.134+08:00a very unproductive weekend.but on the bright side, got the much needed sleep.
and i miss you so.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-20188353647978877312011-06-08T17:42:00.000+08:002011-06-08T17:42:12.771+08:00the week started pleasantly.sweet surprise by someone over lunch.
finally, wednesday coming to an end.looking forward to the weekend!nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-10130489913587046332011-06-04T14:54:00.000+08:002011-06-04T14:54:34.465+08:00sleepless nights, please go away.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-21230103332975661282011-05-11T22:59:00.002+08:002011-05-11T22:59:58.615+08:00one month!
and wonder how will they react to thisnuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-2692103743649774052011-05-07T00:37:00.001+08:002011-05-07T00:37:06.424+08:00a day of ignorance & its driving me nuts.yes, it's my fault.an act of foolishness.i'm sorry, truly am.
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-5071876752293411882011-05-05T00:09:00.001+08:002011-05-05T00:09:02.704+08:00though nothing's concrete yet, am already feeling that tinge of sadness.lets just see how things go from youchantstoself *everything will be okay*nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-5733714393297668142011-05-04T13:48:00.001+08:002011-05-04T13:48:01.455+08:00mad may awaitsnuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-72401245788832198822011-05-03T10:00:00.000+08:002011-05-03T10:00:02.957+08:00one week to the first month.nine working days to the trip.may's gonna be a blast!nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-65122201520824291822011-04-25T20:33:00.001+08:002011-04-25T23:31:23.929+08:00fourteen.
and another fourteen working days to the much awaited trip!
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and i sense jealousy.
*smacks forehead*
if this continues, it's gonna be a tough journey.
i think.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-26277262331325355952011-04-21T01:18:00.001+08:002011-04-21T10:04:26.928+08:00it's worrying when you speak like that.and refusing to say what's on your mind.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-29145983032716656772011-04-17T17:04:00.001+08:002011-04-17T17:04:45.911+08:00sevennuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-51201488050538402222011-04-13T23:28:00.001+08:002011-04-13T23:28:25.368+08:00and so i took the plunge.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-65939958318775473122011-04-05T18:37:00.002+08:002011-04-05T18:37:09.000+08:00falling for you all over againnuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-42184111415922975792011-03-31T23:46:00.001+08:002011-03-31T23:46:36.345+08:00and i realise that i can't be mad at you for long.what is wrong with me?nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-6478009285920421492011-03-26T09:05:00.001+08:002011-03-26T09:05:24.610+08:00and i'm taking that risk with younuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-447381147157365742011-03-20T21:18:00.001+08:002011-03-20T21:18:51.824+08:00maybe i should just take that plungenuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-75342755842541799252011-03-13T22:21:00.001+08:002011-03-13T22:21:26.469+08:00and i wonder what have i gotten myself intonuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-65115195854927399622011-03-06T23:10:00.001+08:002011-03-06T23:10:00.938+08:00perfection is not about control; it is also about letting gonuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-27462696049286402432011-02-23T00:22:00.001+08:002011-02-23T00:22:27.577+08:00finally let out that final bit out of the system.the thoughts been lingering in the head for way too long.and so i decided to just blabber everything.i've nothing to lose do it.and boy did it felt good after that.
another one off the shoulder.*phew*nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-15228129705691011552011-02-12T23:53:00.000+08:002011-02-12T23:53:27.559+08:00just go with it.nandos - reunited after seven years.mindless stories with non-stop laughter.bliss.
"if i wear this green shirt, walking in town. everyone else will walk cause they see the green man walking.if i take off my pants wearing the same shirt, people will say - the green man's flashing"- m & mnuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-22255601633053607862011-02-09T23:36:00.001+08:002011-02-09T23:36:13.609+08:00train station is where train stops.. bus station is where bus stops.. on my desk, theres a work station.. WORK.. Y U NO STOP?
- m & mnuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-66217486783756664052011-02-06T22:42:00.001+08:002011-02-06T22:42:44.591+08:00goodbye long weekend.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-74868142595736244942011-02-06T01:25:00.001+08:002011-02-06T01:28:55.206+08:00four months.feeling a bit sore still.so many "why"s.
this chapter has to be fully closed
before writing a brand new one.
closure.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-5356414659763248992011-02-05T00:33:00.001+08:002011-02-05T00:33:51.709+08:00you're like a drug that poisons my mindnuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-87063311221603584632011-02-03T23:40:00.000+08:002011-02-03T23:40:07.295+08:00I forgot you and also what I actually toldI felt uneasy as you went on saying 'Behold'A few words from you these areI've kept them as my precious treasure
I've saved them from time's cruel seizure.
Memories drizzled while eyes blurredI blushed in shame and felt awkwardSearching your name in vain till lastwhich I lost somewhere in my past'You are, you are...' I mused clearing dust.
- Palas Kumar nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-65429946361803810072011-01-30T02:02:00.001+08:002011-01-30T02:02:13.532+08:00excited yet scarednuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-49036162032199650782011-01-23T00:55:00.001+08:002011-01-23T00:55:19.243+08:00i may be someone who's happy-go-luckybut deep down inside,is a lonely me.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-68912022050783899252011-01-22T03:29:00.002+08:002011-01-22T03:29:51.455+08:00london. paris. rome. amsterdam. spain. berlinnuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-5164275314048692132011-01-15T01:19:00.001+08:002011-01-15T01:19:42.060+08:00note to self:try to wear heels to work next week.they're collecting dust in the respective boxes.
sincerely,me.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-826750654361966542011-01-12T23:52:00.000+08:002011-01-12T23:52:28.906+08:00
11.01.11.welcome to the world little ushna!
nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-74256941873287527272011-01-09T23:56:00.001+08:002011-01-09T23:56:37.988+08:00aim for this year?to save up for europe 2012.insya-allah.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-39134915482999183902010-12-31T13:43:00.000+08:002010-12-31T13:43:26.893+08:00the typical final entry for the year.minus new year resolutions(just because i never really fulfill them)
twenty ten was a roller coaster journey.full of smiles, sadness, anger and anxiety.but through these, we learn. at least i did.and never once, did i regret.
and so, what happened this year?mustered the courage to leave a job for anotherand i'm thankful i took the plunge.five short getaways tonuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-19545111761456321072010-12-19T21:55:00.002+08:002010-12-19T23:02:30.729+08:00i am now officially twenty four.like they say, a year older, a lot more wiser.i wish it'll be like that for me.
celebration today was a simple one.had prayers/lunch at the aunt'sand met a friend for lunch & movie.
someone didn't know it was my birthday(and i don't blame you for that. like you said, i can't possibly shout "hey, it's my birthday you know!")and when the person found out, the nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-16213849180941544172010-12-01T00:16:00.001+08:002010-12-01T00:16:58.961+08:00december's finally here.the birthday month.but i don't feel any excitement.social life's been cut by 80%.work has sucked out my life.
lets hope everything will be better by then.nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-47792598784187940082010-11-28T22:01:00.001+08:002010-11-28T23:28:20.017+08:00thoughts of that last night lingered.
again.
this must not happen.
ever again.
*sighs*nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-84265366392619034702010-11-27T23:43:00.001+08:002010-11-27T23:43:46.643+08:00cropped!nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-86465881194105413882010-11-15T23:17:00.000+08:002010-11-15T23:17:52.110+08:00this dear blog of mine has been pretty mundane lately.nothing but words.how boring.
and so i've decided to post photos this time round.quality time spent with the family.week after week.
nic's angels
evil shopping partner
team HP!
with the happily wedded couple
kiddos at play
lil miss strawberry shortcake
skater wannabe
three combined family shot
the other nur
whose next?
family
iLight marina nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-42401590875887628452010-11-14T22:33:00.001+08:002010-11-14T22:33:46.598+08:00dark cherry mocha.toffee nut caramel.me want!nuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6096529.post-51453636671861956652010-10-30T00:25:00.001+08:002010-10-30T00:25:55.468+08:00got myself that killer dress.credit goes to val.
so triggerly happy!its the weekend!whooopeeeeeeeeeeeenuranggrainihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13055986809742181342noreply@blogger.com0